我就要你好好的

• SolodaVivere

  2018-12-12
  如果你能先费心问问我，克拉克。如果你能就所谓的外出找乐，哪怕问我一次，我都会告诉你，我讨厌马，我也讨厌赛马 ，一直以来都是这样。但是你都不问我一下，就决定让我去做这事情，并且你着手做了。你跟别人一样，替我做决定。
• SolodaVivere

  2018-12-12
  我要给我儿子一些可以欣赏的东西，我要悄悄告诉他，四季更迭，万物枯荣，但是生活在继续。我们都是一个伟大循环中的一部分，只有上帝才理解其间的原理。我不能亲口对他说这些——诚然，威尔和我从未对彼此说过太多——但是我想展示给他看。这是一个无声的承诺，如果你愿意这么理解的话，那就有更为壮观的美景，更为美好的未来。
• 林间的猴子

  2012-12-29
  “脊柱受伤又不意味着会把人变成加西莫多”。我暗示道，请别说这是悲剧般的浪费。
• 林间的猴子

  2012-12-29
  他曾经成为的各种人被揉捏成了一个。
• 妖精

  2016-05-24
  我告诉自己，在某个地方，他的微粒会变成我的微粒，被吸取，被咽下，永远存活。
• 夏隣

  2013-01-07
  他转过脸不看我，尖刻地说道：“别用心理治疗那一套来对付我，去读你那肤浅的八卦杂志，或是干些你不泡茶时干的任何事情。”我两颊绯红，看着他进入狭窄的走廊，我想都没想就说道：“你没必要总是表现得那么让人讨厌。”这句话在静止的空气中回荡。轮椅停下来了。
• SolodaVivere

  2018-12-12
  那个寒冷的傍晚，我站在花园里，把大瓶的白兰地扔出了二十英尺，砸碎了街边酒吧的窗户。我大喊大叫，声音穿透了空气，从城堡的墙壁反射回来，在远方回响。我怒不可遏，你瞧，周围的一切都可以动，可以弯，可以生长，可以繁殖，我的儿子——我的心肝，我魅力超凡、英俊潇洒的孩子却不能动，萎靡不振，浑身是血，受尽苦难！大自然的美丽让人可憎。
• SolodaVivere

  2018-12-12
  我看着威尔，看见了我怀中抱过的那个婴儿，纯净得让我痴迷，神气十足，不敢相信我创造了一个人。我看见了那个蹒跚学步的儿童，伸手来牵我的手，被别的孩子欺负后气得流泪的男生。我看见了脆弱、爱和过去。那是他要我毁灭的东西——那个小孩子和那个大男人——所有的爱，所有的过去。
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  But it should buy you your freedom, both from that claustrophobic little town we both call home, and from the kind of choices you have so far felt you had to make.I am conscious that knowing me has caused you pain, and grief, and I hope that one day when you are less angry with me and less upset you will see not just that I could only have done the thing that I did, but also that this will help you live a really good life, a better life, than if you hadn’t met me.You’re going to feel uncomfortable in your new world for a bit. It always does feel strange to be knocked out of your comfort zone. But I hope you feel a bit exhilarated too. Your face when you came back from diving that time told me everything; there is a hunger in you, Clark. A fearlessness. You just buried it, like most peopl...
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  On the front of the envelope, in typed capitals, it said, under my name: ONLY TO BE READ IN THE CAFE MARQUIS, RUE DES FRANCS BOURGEOIS, ACCOMPANIED BY CROISSANTS AND A LARGE CAFÉ CRÈME. I had laughed, even as I wept, on first reading the envelope – typical Will, bossy to the last.
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  I let him know a hurt had been mended in a way that he couldn’t have known, and for that alone there would always be a piece of me indebted to him. And as I spoke I knew these would be the most important words I would ever say and that it was important that they were the right words, that they were not propaganda, an attempt to change his mind, but respectful of what Will had said. I told him something good.
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  He could be happy, if surrounded by the right people, if allowed to be Will, instead of The Man in the Wheelchair, the list of symptoms, the object of pity.‘Where did you find all this information?’ he said, finally. She raised her eyebrows at him. ‘Knowledge is power, Will,’ she said. And my son smiled, as if she had said something particularly clever.‘You know what, Lou? I really like Will. I don’t mind telling you, I love the guy. I’ve been with him two years now. I’ve seen him at his worst, and I’ve seen him on his good days, and all I can say to you is I wouldn’t be in his shoes for all the money in the world.’ He took a swig of his tea. ‘There have been times when I’ve stayed over and he’s woken up screaming because in his dreams he’s still walking and skiing and doing stuff and ju...
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  ‘Well, there wasn’t much time left after work, but I tried to do something every day. I did rock climbing at an indoor centre, and squash, and I went to concerts, and tried new restaurants –’ ‘It’s easy to do those things if you have money,’ I protested. ‘And I went running. Yes, really,’ he said, as I raised an eyebrow. ‘And I tried to learn new languages for places I thought I might visit one day. And I saw my friends – or people I thought were my friends … ’ He hesitated for a moment. ‘And I planned trips. I looked for places I’d never been, things that would frighten me or push me to my limit. I swam the Channel once. I went paragliding. I walked up mountains and skied down them again. Yes –’ he said, as I made to interrupt ‘– I know a lot of these need money, but a lot of them don’t. ...
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  ‘Yes. And I’m completely unembarrassed about telling you. I’d be doing night school. I’d be training as a seamstress or a fashion designer or whatever it is that taps into what you really love.’
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  ‘You’re too bright. Too interesting.’ He looked away from me. ‘You only get one life. It’s actually your duty to live it as fully as possible.’
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  There have even been times when it was, frankly, a pain. There is nothing more disappointing than creating a new border only to see it fail to flourish, or to watch a row of beautiful alliums destroyed overnight by some slimy culprit. But even when I complained about the time, the effort involved in caring for it, the way my joints protested at an afternoon spent weeding, or my fingernails never looked quite clean, I loved it. I loved the sensual pleasures of being outside, the smell of it, the feel of the earth under my fingers, the satisfaction of seeing things living, glowing, captivated by their own temporary beauty.I felt the music like a physical thing; it didn’t just sit in my ears, it flowed through me, around me, made my senses vibrate. It made my skin prickle and my palms dampen...
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  They say you only really appreciate a garden once you reach a certain age, and I suppose there is a truth in that. It’s probably something to do with the great circle of life. There seems to be something miraculous about seeing the relentless optimism of new growth after the bleakness of winter, a kind of joy in the difference every year, the way nature chooses to show off different parts of the garden to its full advantage.
• _Kay

  2017-01-26
  His grey eyes were lined with exhaustion, or the effect of constant discomfort (Nathan said he was rarely comfortable). They bore the hollow look of someone who was always a few steps removed from the world around him.And as the days went by and I realized that his condition was not just a matter of being stuck in that chair, of the loss of physical freedom, but a never-ending litany of indignities and health problems, of risks and discomforts, I decided that if I were Will, I would probably be pretty miserable too.No, it was the livid red lines scoring Will’s wrists, the long, jagged scars that couldn’t be disguised, no matter how swiftly Nathan pulled down Will’s sleeves.A whirl of thick white flakes emerged from an iron-grey infinity, almost obscuring Granta House, blotting out sound...
• 桃夭

  2016-05-05
  我不是要告诉你从高楼上跳下来，或者跟鲸鱼一起游泳之类的，而是要你勇敢的去生活。推动自己，别安于现状，充满骄傲地穿条纹裤——但要是你坚持要与某个荒唐的家伙安定下来，一定要确保把这玩意儿藏在某处。知道自己的人生仍然充满可能性是一件乐事，知道我可以将这些给予你缓解了我的疼痛。