Never Let Me Go

• 祭酒_Fathom

  2019-12-12
  We took away your art because we thought it would reveal your souls. Or to put it more finely, we did it to prove you had souls at all.
• 小谢耳朵。

  2022-07-26
  “我猜你说得对，凯丝。你真的是个很好的护理员。如果你不是你，那么对于我你就是个完美的护理员。”他笑了一声，伸出胳膊搂住我，可我们仍是那样并排坐着。后来他说：“我总是想到，不知哪里有这么条河，水流很快很急。水里有两个人，试图抓住彼此，他们尽量紧紧地抱在一起，但最终还是承受不住。水流真的太湍急。他们不得不松开手，就此分散。我觉得我们就像这样。太可惜了，凯丝，因为我们一辈子都爱着彼此。但最终我们却不能永远在一起。”
• 剁椒鱼头

  2021-08-23
  然而，终究有些事必须得接受进来。必须得进来，因为等到这样一个时刻终于到来的时候，有一部分的你早就在等待了。也许早在你オ五六岁的时候，脑袋后面有个轻轻的声音在絮语：“总有一天，也许要不了多久，你就得知道这是个滋味。”于是你就等着，哪怕你仍是懵懵懂懂，却已在等待那一刻的到来，你终于明白自己眼他们真的不同；明白外面有些人就像夫人那样，他们不恨你也不想伤害你，但是一想到你还是会打冷战--想到你是如何、为了什么，才被带到这个世界上--想到你的手可能会跟他们触碰，他们就感到惧怕。你第一次透过这样一个人的眼看到自已的时候，这一刻寒意刺骨。就好像经过一面你这辈子每天都路过的镜子，突然间里面映出了完全不同的东西，古怪，令人不安的东西。
• [已注销]

  2012-12-18
  当你第一次从这样一个人的眼中看到自己的时候，这会是一个让你心底发寒的时刻。就好像你从每天都要经过的一面镜子前走过，突然镜子里映出的你是其他什么东西，是一件令人烦心和陌生的东西。
• Demi

  2012-11-03
  " this was the spot where everything i ve ever lost since my childhood had washed up, and now i am standing here in front of it, and if i waited long enough, a tiny figure would appear on the horizon across the field and gradually larger until Id see it was Tommy"
• Demi

  2012-11-03
  "sometimes I dreamt of us, staying in a river, holding hands together. But the thing is , the current is too strong, Kath, albeit we are trying to hold as hard as we can, eventually, we hv got to go, being drift apart".
• 苔二三

  2021-06-11
  我只是等了一会儿，然后就转身回到车上，驱车朝我该去的地方驶去。
• Jin

  2021-03-01
  “从我的世界观来看，我认为人们无论承受怎样的痛苦，无论遭遇怎样的悲惨经历，无论如何不自由，都会在命运的夹缝中求生，接受命运给予的一切。人们不懈奋斗，努力在如此狭小的生存空间内寻找梦想和希望。这类人始终比那些破坏体制、实施叛乱的人更令我感兴趣。”
• △̶

  2012-10-24
  我从来没有想到，我们的生活，到那时为止是那么紧紧交织在一起，会因为一件像那样的事情而拆散并分开。可我想，事实是，在那个时候，有一些强大的力量正在把我们拽开，只需要一件像那样的小事就让我们各奔东西了。如果那时候我们明白——谁又知道呢？——也许我们彼此就会更紧地抓住对方。
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  So I kept delaying week by week, while I went on preparing, until the summer came and I decided I was as ready as I’d ever be. By then, I was even feeling reasonably confident about it, and began dropping hints to Harry. Everything was going fine and according to plan, when Ruth and Tommy split up and it all got confused.
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  We’d got a video player in the billiards room a couple of years earlier, and by that spring had built up quite a good collection of movies. A lot of them had sex in them, but most scenes would end just as the sex was starting up, or else you’d only see their faces and their backs. And when there was a useful scene, it was difficult to see it more than fleetingly because there were usually twenty others in the room watching with you. We’d evolved this system where we called for particular favourite scenes to be played again—like, for instance, the moment the American jumps over the barbed wire on his bike in The Great Escape. There’d be a chant of: “Rewind! Rewind!” until someone got the remote and we’d see the portion again, sometimes three, four times. But I could hardly, by myself, star...
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  it wasn’t ever very clear what was happening because the authors always assumed you’d already had a lot of sex before and there was no need to go into details.
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  I realise this may sound like I was getting obsessive, but I remember I also spent a lot of time re-reading passages from books where people had sex, going over the lines again and again, trying to tease out clues. The trouble was, the books we had at Hailsham weren’t at all helpful. We had a lot of nineteenth-century stuff by Thomas Hardy and people like that, which was more or less useless. Some modern books, by people like Edna O’Brien and Margaret Drabble, had some sex in them, but it wasn’t ever very clear what was happening because the authors always assumed you’d already had a lot of sex before and there was no need to go into details.
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  For all that, I’d been holding it off for ages, repeating to myself Miss Emily’s advice—“If you can’t find someone with whom you truly wish to share this experience, then don’t!” But around the spring of the year I’m talking about now, I started to think I wouldn’t mind having sex with a boy. Not just to see what it was like, but also because it occurred to me I needed to get familiar with sex, and it would be just as well to practise first with a boy I didn’t care about too much. Then later on, if I was with someone special, I’d have more chance of doing everything right. What I mean is, if Miss Emily was correct and sex was this really big deal between people, then I didn’t want to be doing it for the first time when it was really important how well it went. ……So I’d chosen Harry, and...
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  Gay sex, incidentally, was something we were even more confused about. For some reason, we called it “umbrella sex”; if you fancied someone your own sex, you were “an umbrella.” I don’t know how it was where you were, but at Hailsham we definitely weren’t at all kind towards any signs of gay stuff. The boys especially could do the cruellest things. According to Ruth this was because quite a few of them had done things with each other when they’d been younger, before they’d realised what they were doing. So now they were ridiculously tense about it. I don’t know if she was right, but for sure, accusing someone of “getting all umbrella” could easily end in a fight.
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  I say this, but the only real case I personally knew of like that was when Jenny C. and Rob D. got interrupted in Room 14. They were doing it after lunch, right there over one of the desks, and Mr. Jack had come in to get something. According to Jenny, Mr. Jack had turned red and gone right out again, but they’d been put off and had stopped. They’d more or less dressed themselves when Mr. Jack came back, just as though for the first time, and pretended to be surprised and shocked. “It’s very clear to me what you’ve been doing and it’s not appropriate,” he’d said, and told them both to go and see Miss Emily. But once they’d got to Miss Emily’s office, she’d told them she was on her way to an important meeting and didn’t have time to talk to them. “But you know you shouldn’t have been do...
• 莉莉莉莉_

  2012-06-21
  Looking back now, I can see we were pretty confused about this whole area around sex. That’s hardly surprising, I suppose, given we were barely sixteen. But what added to the confusion—I can see it more clearly now—was the fact that the guardians were themselves confused. On the one hand we had, say, Miss Emily’s talks, when she’d tell us how important it was not to be ashamed of our bodies, to “respect our physical needs,” how sex was “a very beautiful gift” as long as both people really wanted it. But when it came down to it, the guardians made it more or less impossible for any of us actually to do much without breaking rules. We couldn’t visit the boys’ dorms after nine o’clock, they couldn’t visit ours. The classrooms were all officially “out of bounds” in the evenings, as were the ar...
• Miss 废话多

  2012-11-16
  那天我看着你跳舞的时候，我看到了某样别的东西。我看到了一个新世界的迅速来临。更科学，更有效，是的，对于以往的疾病有了更多的治疗方式。那非常好，却又是一个非常无情和残忍的世界。我看到了一个小女孩，她紧闭双眼，胸前怀抱着那个仁慈的旧世界，一个她内心知道无法挽留的世界，而她正抱着这个世界恳求着：别让我走。
• Miss 废话多

  2012-12-05
  “我总是想到在某个地方有条河，河水非常急。河水里有这么两个人，他们试图抓住彼此，竭尽一切可能紧紧地抓组对方，可是最终还是不行。水流实在太急了，他们没法不松开，分开漂走了。我想这就是我们现在的情形。真是可惜啊，凯西，因为我们一生彼此相爱。可是最终我们却不能永远在一起。”
• 为什么不跳个舞

  2019-02-11
  就只有那一次，我站在那里，望着那些莫名其妙的垃圾，感到来自那片旷野的风吹在我身上，我开始幻想一个小小的梦境，毕竟这里是诺福克，我失去他才只有两星期而已。我想着那些垃圾，树枝上翻飞的垃圾袋，围栏沿线如同海岸线一样挂住的各种东西，于是我半闭上眼睛，想象着就是在这个地方，我从童年时代起所有失去的一切都会被海水冲刷上岸，现在我就迎面站在这里，如果我等待得足够久，一个小小的身影就会出现在田野对面的天边，渐渐地越来越大，直到我认出那是汤米，他会朝我挥手，也许甚至会喊我。这幻想仅止于此——我不允许——尽管泪水从我脸上滚落，但我没有哭泣，也没有失控。