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⠀2024-05-16和气、客观、心胸开阔的人是不会令我的缄默更明显的，他们才是我想交往的人。
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⠀2024-05-16青春期时，我的缄默发展到了顶峰。无论是和高年级同学在一起，还是受欺负挨揍，又或是在社交聚会上，我都一言不发。聚会上的交谈没有特定的结构或目标，所以大家显得很轻松，知道该对别人说什么，仿佛事先就备好了。只有我不得不即席发挥，这一切让我大为困惑。在少有的自信时刻，我能虚张声势蒙混过关，但多数情况不是这样。我一开始就觉得不自在，觉得不属于这里，对于参加聚会的某人我会有敌意。这种不舒服的感觉会越来越强烈，我的四肢慢慢瘫软，我感到自己不仅失去了语言能力，也变得笨手笨脚，连动一动都很难。我的思想也冻结了，我一遍又一遍地想“他们不喜欢我”，并且还停不下来。人们交谈的时候，我极少插话，想方设法做个隐形人，这样反而凸显了我的社交障碍，我甚至无法起身离开，好像被焊在了椅子上。其他人不时回头望望我，目光就像探照灯。……最糟的是，我一个劲儿笑，这种情形下更像是紧张的傻笑。
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发霉蘑菇人2018-03-25Even if you are not bullied at school, it can still be very lonely. The reason many adults with AS like to be alone is because we simply get used to it, starting at an early age. I know we all have a fight-or-flight reaction to others, but I think that is an acquired response, even if it is acquired very early on.
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失败练习中2020-02-18Aspergirls do not thrive under scrutiny, if it has just the slightest bit of hostility in it. Whether from our peers or teachers, if we are looked at with an unfriendly, intimidating, or threatening eye, we fold. Alone, we are talented, graceful, witty, and smart, but under such circumstances we curl up like hedgehogs.