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Mebaby试宋2024-06-07我想以我曾经书写爱的笔触来书写疲惫。像爱一样，疲惫既依赖语言，又让语言显得捉襟见肘;像爱一样，无论你多少次宣称自己即将为之献身，疲惫并不会真的杀死你。疲惫不同于死亡，它没有情节，没有读者。疲惫平淡无奇，不需要什么过人的天赋，在实践中它民主而平等，没什么仰慕者。从这个层面上看，它有些类似实验文学。我本不疲惫，而从有一天起我变得疲惫不堪。我生了病，治疗遗留的副作用耗尽了我的精力。我被推向枯竭的尽头，随即又被拖到比尽头更远之处。康复后，我被丢弃在那个叫作“可能再也不会好了”的地方，一步步沉向疲惫的腹地。当你再也不能自我修复时，一切又将怎样?被耗尽不同于死亡--它意味着除了被消耗，能顾得上的事所剩无几。疲惫是历史在一个又一个身体中实现的高潮。倘若疲惫正在变得流行，那恐怕是因为，这种昔日专属无产阶级的感受如今正在无产化的普罗大众之间传播开来。
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Mebaby试宋2024-06-07我曾像是条狗，以为自己的目的就是守卫那微不足道的欺骗与无常，甚至有时误以为那就是美。如今的我为此感到羞愧，不愿任何人知道自己曾经如此。
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Starlight_Liux2023-08-29而当治疗结束，当我的身体像一辆零件四散的破车一样遍体鳞伤，当我像《美国残疾人法案》描述的那样无法完成“基本日常活动”时，我感叹有这么多金钱曾经流过我的身体，而我仍落得如此糟糕的下场。如果把我在癌症后的每一口呼吸换算成钱，我应该能呼出股票期权才对。我的生命是一件奢侈品，我却腐烂了，残缺了，没有把握了。我感觉不会再好了。
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天使爱大米2023-02-02Two years after the filming of Death Watch, Romy Schneider, the actress who plays Mortenhoe, died of an overdose of pills in a Paris hotel room.
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losingcat2021-05-06Saint Agatha
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losingcat2021-05-07In the United States, if you aren’t someone’s child, parent, or spouse, the law allows no one else guaranteed leave from work to take care of you. If you are loved outside the enclosure of family, the law doesn’t care how deeply—even with all the unofficialized love in the world enfolding you, if you need to be cared for by others, it must be in stolen slivers of time.
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losingcat2021-05-05If symptoms are circulated long enough, a set of discomforts might be allowed the mercy of a name: a disease, a syndrome, a sensitivity, a search term. Sometimes that is cure enough—as if to appellate is to make okay. Sometimes to give a person a word to call their suffering is the only treatment for it.
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losingcat2021-05-06The kind of illness that has no name is the kind that is held in suspense or held in common or shuffled into the adjacency of psychiatry.