我想睡上一整年

• 龟田大伟牪纪夫

  2025-03-15
  He needed fodder for analysis. But the project was beyond issues of "identity" and "society" and "institutions." Mine was a quest for a new spirit.
• duckducker

  2022-05-18
  I sensed Reva’s misery in the room with me. It was the particular sadness of a young woman who has lost her mother—complex and anger and soft, yet oddly hopeful.
• 普宁困意

  2021-02-07
  And he knew how to manipulate me-i had to respect him for that at least, however much I hated him for it
• IX

  2020-11-25
  One Infermiterol had taken days of my life away. It was the perfect drug in that sense. I splashed my face with water, gargled, rubbed the plaque off my teeth with a paper towel. When I got back to my seat, I took a swig of gin, swished it around in my mouth and spit it back into the bottle. The train slowed again. I picked up my things, cradling the unwieldy bouquet in my arms like a baby. The roses were pristine and scentless, I touched them to see if they were real. They were.
• IX

  2020-11-25
  Orphans usually suffer from low immunity, psychiatrically speaking. You may consider getting a pet to build up your relational skills. Parrots, I hear, are non judgemental.
• BIOTD

  2019-02-09
  Reva often spoke about “settling down.” That sounded like death to me. “I’d rather be alone than anybody’s live-in prostitute,” I said to Reva.And when I was awake, I wasn’t fully so, but in a kind of murk, a dim state between the real and the dream.I resented her for that, but she seemed immune to guilt and shame. Only the coffee made my heart work a bit harder. Caffeine was my exercise. It catalyzed my anxiety so that I could crash and sleep again.You and me, just filling the space with nothingness.I suppose a part of me wished that when I put my key in the door, it would magically open into a different apartment, a different life, a place so bright with joy and excitement that I’d be temporarily blinded when I first saw it. Reva mistook my sigh of frustration for an expulsion of b...